Monday, October 12, 2009

Wednesday 10/7/09

Hello, I'm Devan. I am writing this blog in hopes that someday it will somehow change the world. Even if it just helps one person, it has done its job. My life may not be all that interesting but it's real and it's mine. I hope, many years after I am gone, I can give someone hope, inspiration, the feeling of belonging, anything! I may not write everyday or the entries may not be tat long but they're there and a way for me to kind of document my teenage life.
Today I saw my 8th grade art class partner. I haven't talked to her much in the past two years. But when I saw her she was crying and hysterical. I stopped to talk to her and hopefully cheer her up a bit. She told me her friend was moving. I knew how that felt. I'd been there. I was almost late to class but by the time I walked away she was laughing.
I want to do more things like this.
I've been on antidepressants for almost three weeks and so far it's been pretty good. I'm still a jumbled mess of confusion but it's not as bad and I am no longer self harming. I am a 15 year old girl. Sophmore in high school. I have diabetes and depression but life goes on.

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