The weekend wasn't too bad. I went to the football game with a friend and dress shopping with my mom. I skipped my medicine on Sunday. I probably shouldn't have done that but nothing happened so I guess it's alright.
I just took my first block exam. All is quiet. Too much time to think.
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I just finished my third block exam. Once again, all is quiet and I have too much time to think.
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I want to get out of this place. Not just school, but Titusville all together and eventually Florida. Right now what I really need is to just hit the road with a few good friends and just be. No parents, no classes, no stress. Just friends, music, and the road. I want to pack up and leave Titusville behind. I don't even need to know where I'm going next, just go.
Of course, there's absolutely no chance of this happening...unless I run away. I doubt I could even convince any of my friends that can drive to take me anywhere. Except one. I bet he'd take me...Yes, I'll give him my remaining $9.91 for gas and we'll just leave. If only...
Sadly, that's just a dream. But it's one I've found myself repeating a lot lately. Sort of like a mantra. I wish I had enough courage to just do it. But I know I'd eventually have to come back and then the consequences would be great. I wonder if it would be worth it. The only way to know is to find out...right?
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